Pray for the Soul of Nancy Barbara

  -at University for one year in 1990. We were meant to do a reading from one of a list

-I went and bought a copy of the book The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe

-but changed my mind and did a reading in the University Library in one go

-when I was living in a Support Home. One room I had there

-behind it was a Cemetery

-there just close to a room I had a gravestone

-with the line Pray for the Soul of Nancy Barbara

-there was a photo on it of her head

-she came to me in a way like Susan Stevens or Wallace Simpson

-slightly long black hair

-the gravestone or photo shaped like a heart

-if I had tried to do the assignment with the Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe book

-it could have come out. Making me look foolish. And maybe messing up my life

-Nancy Barbara sounds like Narnia and Narnia

-those books set there

-Pray- Powers

-Pray and Soul- Christian and 'Paredes' 

-Pray and Soul- my list of ideal super hero powers. The first letter of each power is the first letter of once special themed rooms of my home

-and the powers in me completely 

-Pray and Soul- like Christian and Pray and Paradise

-I try to get as much of this list as possible

 -looking identical to Christian 'Paredes'

-my body stays always the same. Restores. I don't need to worry about my weight

-all the list of super hero powers I want

-in me normally

-an exact personality as I saw in him when I wanted it the most

-if I can. I never die. I travel around time and planes. Avoiding death

-my body restoring

-looking etc like the above

-I look like Christian all through it and with the personality how I want

-the list of super hero powers. In me fully and real

-strength, flying, invulnerable, phasing, ground control, telekinesis, heat vision, beam comes out of one hand that can create objects and do things, can centre on crime and population centres, can send beams from my eyes that can fix broken non-living things, can pass my body through sick life to heal them etc powers

-and my appearance looking exactly like Christian except for the hair. Looking like the model (except my hair would be dark brown) in the Janet Jackson video Love will Never Do (Without You)